Here without You.....

Here without you, but i can't stop thinking about you;

Here without you, loneliness is all i feel.

Here without you, i am no longer cute;

Here without you, i do not have any will....

Here without you, everything seem like pale;

Here without you, is like Espresso without sugar and milk.

Here without you, i yell but no body knew;

Here without you, i can't take any bad news.

Here without you, i sat by the window sill;

thinking of you, sadness is all i feel.

look at the mountain view, didn't make any better, still...

i think i am so ill, i gotta forget you...

Here without you, i lay down on the field;

i heard the church bell, i saw a cloud that look like you.

Here without you, like living in a jail,

a jail that can't be bail, the jail that is so huge...

Here without you, my heart bleeding and flow to the rill;

Here without you, i still miss your hair black and silk,

i miss it's smell, i miss the day i stood behind you.

i think i still miss you, it won't stop until one day i got kill....

f**k valentine day....

valentine day just in a corner, i still don't have a partner;

maybe i am not a perfect lover, i deserve to be a loner....

i brought myself a rose flower, put at my desk table;

looking at the red color, i thinking of her....

I sat on the park today, it was a raining day;

i saw people walk in pair, but i just let the rain hit my face....

the rain didn't do its job, i still drunk of love;

the rain fall on my nose, people don't know i am sob....

after a wild raining, strong wind start blowing;

blew away the water on my jean, blew away my crazy thinking....

the sky turning dark, the dogs start to bark;

everything start falling apart, is time for me to stand up....

time was running late, time for me to go back;

i light up a cigarette, though i still feel sad....

on the way back was a bit cold, i pulled my hood a bit low;

like a man without soul, walking to the massive black hole....

i sit in my small room, thinking what the hell i had going through;

like storm coming soon, and i waiting for the doom......

i put on my new headphone, listen to my favorite song;

my way back is still long, i got to be strong...

turn the volume to the max, rock my brain until it crack;

forget everything i have said; forget everyone i have met....

14th is valentine day, i hope you guys have a lovely day,

i wish everyone can find their pair, i hope you guys happy everyday...

Happy CNY....

Chinese new year jz around the corner, been two years i don't have a family reunion dinner;

this is a great traditional, missing anyone won't make any better...

i miss my mum tom yum steam pot, i miss the big king prawns;

i miss my dad sense of humour, i realise i miss a lot...

kid is all i remembered, we sat around the table;

the tom yum make us drink a lot of fizzy water, though we heard a lot of laughter,

no doubt, my mum she is a good server, i hope i can serve her back in the future...

Chinese new year is coming, normally i got some pocket money,

all i got to say is Gong Xi, but this year, not me....

is not the money i care, is just the feeling i want to say;

the feeling about i celebrate in other place, or should i say , i don't even celebrate....

Another thing i missing, is the friends gathering;

we talked about what we been doing, we talked about everything.

i guess all my friends must be enjoyed their holiday, watching the great firework at the fair;

in this magnificent day, i just want to say: hey guys, have a good day!!

The year coming is the rabbit's year, i hope everyone have no fear;

for those study, have a good result in this year;

for those working, hope u can successful in this year...

the time is running fast, i just want to say : best of luck!!

oh...one more thing, for people who driving, please, do not drink.....

think about you family, think about me, please, drive safety....